ARGH! Suckin' Big Time!!

Well, color me a slacker. I lost some motivation, big time. I can't explain what happened or why. I just sucked. :(

I did test for my brown tip in TKD so I wasn't a complete loaf. But man was I out of breath during the test! Yikes! You'd think that would get me back on track, right? Nope. Suckin.

I did finally hitch my wagon back on track. Saturday I started Jamie Eason's 12 week program. Holy soreness!! I did Day 1 on Saturday and ran a mile. The mile was not too bad, which I am so grateful for! I then did Day 2 on Sunday with no cardio. My knees took a beating when I was running everyday so I'm trying to be kind to them. But I have to get my miles up since the Gladiator Assault Challenge is on the 29th. EEK!!!

I took yesterday, Labor Day, off. I had a million things to do to prep for a wedding tasting and by the time that was done, my feet were throbbing from standing in the kitchen for hours (you'd think I'd learn to wear shoes to cushion them....), the gym was closed, and I needed a nap. So today I'm hoping to go to TKD or do Day 3 of Jamie's program. Haven't decided yet. I'm exhausted bc I couldn't sleep very well last night (had my first panic attack. in my sleep. weird.). So I may not be feeling up to kicking ass until 9pm tonight and then getting up at 5:15.

The positive thing I can say about this hiatus is that I still ate relatively cleanly. Yeah, I screwed up some but for the most part, I ate like I was supposed to. So that has kept my weight stable. No gains!! Woot woot!

I'm hoping I like Jamie's program. I really need to get this weight off so I can do more intense programs. I really want to try the Get In Shape Girl's 12 week bikini plan but it seems way too out of my league right now. I love reading the blog http://beafitfox.com/ and she's motivating me to stay on track. She's doing the bikini program and I can't wait to be on a program where my goal is actually being in a bikini. That's not anywhere near my radar right now!

I'll be better at blogging. Pinky swear.

Get movin'!
Liss